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Teen Years

Our barn consisted of a large central area which extended from front to back, with three stalls on either side. The first stall on the north side was the feed room, with an entry door to the front of the barn. The opposite wall from the entry was lined with three fifty-five gallon barrels for feed storage, and two more barrels on the adjacent wall to the right. The wall to the left was about five feet high and consisted of horizontal wood slats with five or six inches between them and a gate into the center area. The other stalls were similarly built.

By the time I was around twelve years of age, we converted the stall opposite the feed room into an area for our chickens. The wood slats were removed and replaced with chicken wire and the outside wall removed, allowing full access to a fenced-in corral area. One of my responsibilities was feeding the chickens when I got home from school. The chickens became accustomed to the routine and would typically gather inside in the late afternoon, anticipating their feeding time. One of my favorite mischievous activities was to slowly open the feed room door, and enter as I crouched as low as possible to keep the chickens from seeing me. Once inside, I would jump up into view and yell loudly, catching them off guard and scaring them significantly. I took great delight in watching them scatter, partially running, partially flying, bumping into one another, and squawking loudly as they fled the barn. When the feathers settled and I was able to stop laughing, I would scatter their feed in the stall and they would come running back inside to devour my offering, obviously not afraid of me. I did that on a regular basis, with the same result each time, and providing me with much laughter.

One afternoon I went out to feed the chickens, and planned to startle them in the usual manner. I crept into the feed room, and as I began to rise up, my peripheral vision caught movement. I quickly turned my head to the right and found myself face to face with a huge chicken snake stretched out across all three feed barrels, staring at me and flicking it’s tongue! I don’t know if the chickens ever saw me, because less than two seconds later I had covered the one hundred feet of lawn in front of the barn and found myself out near our driveway, with my heart pounding at, surely, two hundred beats per minute! I could have probably made the state tournament for the 100 yard dash! The next few times I went into the feed room, my head was on a swivel, and I wasn’t interested in scaring chickens! I suppose many would call that….KARMA…!!

My early to mid teen years produced additional responsibilities. For one, I became in charge of the afternoon milking of our two cows. I was old enough and big enough to handle Sissy and her cantankerous ways, and properly manage the process. Each day, when I got home from school, and daily through the summer, I filled a bucket with warm water and proceeded to the barn, where Beauty and Sissy would be waiting at the back gate. I put feed in their individual troughs and let them in. Taking my seat on the milk stool, I would wash the udder and teats with the water, place the milk bucket on the ground and begin the process of squeezing two teats at a time until the udder was empty. Often, one of the cats would come by, nosing around the bucket, and I would aim a stream of milk at its face, like I had seen Daddy do on many occasions. It was fun to watch the cat try to catch the stream in its mouth, and end up licking milk off its fur. When I was done, the bucket of milk went to the house to be strained through cheesecloth, transferred to bottles, and placed in the refrigerator.

I had a cousin who lived in Beaumont, who spent a few days with us one summer, and after observing the milking process, refused to drink any more of our milk. He would rather have the kind that they bought at the store! We could not convince him that they were basically the same. Ours just had more butter-fat that had to be stirred up before serving.

I can only remember one time that we made butter from our milk. I think the process was too time consuming when we could so easily buy it at the grocery store. We would, however, often let it sit outside refrigeration until it curdled, and then make clabber and sometimes cottage cheese. I would only eat those if they were slathered with sugar.

In 1956, the planning and acquisition phase was completed for construction of the new Interstate 10 highway that would run from Florida to California; as part of the Dwight D Eisenhower national interstate system. The section that ran from Orange, Texas to Beaumont passed just a few hundred feet behind the back corner of my grandparent’s property. There was a mayhaw thicket just outside their property, where we often picked the fruit to make jelly, so I was familiar with that area of the forest. I would often walk through those woods and watch the giant Caterpillar bulldozers as they shoved over huge trees and cleared underbrush into big piles to be burned, in order to prepare the right-of-way. It was fascinating to observe the shaping of the roadbed and ditches for four lanes of main highway with two lane service roads on either side. Huge dump trucks carried loads and loads of sand from nearby sand pits to elevate the surface above the often low lying terrain. As a young teen, I dreamed of operating one of those mighty dozers.

There was a small community called Ballville, about a mile south of our place, that consisted of, perhaps, a dozen residences. The only business was a little independent gasoline station that sold a few staple groceries and had a small lunch counter. It was owned by a young couple who lived behind the store. I would often ride my bike down there and visit with them as we watched the construction of I-10 across the road from the store. At that time, primary roads were paved with concrete, which was poured in forms made of steel, and were reinforced with mats of iron re-bar. The process required much labor, and was very interesting to observe.

One afternoon, the station owner and I were sitting on a bench under the canopy at the front of the store after a sudden heavy rain had moved through the area. The rain, of course, stopped all work, and most of the workers left for the day. A few hundred feet down the road, there were a few men standing around some trucks near the work area. Suddenly, without warning, a strong lightening bolt struck nearby, frightening both us. When we regained our composure, we looked around and saw steam rising down in the area where the men were. They were running around the area, with some jumping into the trucks and some gathered on the ground. At that distance we couldn’t tell what they were doing, but in a little while we heard a siren in the distance. Shortly, a sheriff car flew by us and pulled up to that area. A few minutes later an ambulance pulled in from the opposite direction. We didn’t know what was happening, but that evening the news on TV reported that a worker was standing next to the steel form and was struck and killed by the lightening strike.

New adventures were also a part of being a teen. At the end of 7th grade I decided to try playing baseball in the Babe Ruth League. I was able to land a spot on a team with several of my good friends. That was my first indication that I didn’t have the natural skills for sports, and the fact that my left arm couldn’t twist below the elbow wasn’t ideal for my glove hand. For three summers I spent most of each game in the dugout cheering on my buddies and playing the last couple of innings in right field. It was near the end of the third summer that I got my first and only base hit; a grounder single to right field. At least I batted in two runs, and enjoyed the cheers from the rest of the team. As it would turn out, baseball was the only organized sport that I would attempt to play.

During my freshman year, the Methodist Church in Vidor sponsored a new Explorer Scout post, which was for older boys. Several of my best friends joined and it sounded like fun, so I joined in as well. That decision opened up a world of adventures that I would never have experienced. There were only about ten of us and the adult scout leader was the father of one of the guys. He was an avid outdoors man and understood what teen boys enjoyed. We weren’t into crafts or merit badges; we wanted adventures. For three years we concentrated on camping, hiking and canoeing. We were able to canoe white water rivers in southern Arkansas and eastern Oklahoma, and paddle trips on numerous rivers in Texas, including a train ride to the Texas hill country to canoe the Colorado River from Lake Buchanan down to Marble Falls. We went to a jamboree in Oklahoma City, where I tried fried rattlesnake; “tasted like chicken”!!

The summer after my Junior year, nine of us made the ultimate camping trip for all scouts; a car trip across Texas to Philmont Scout Ranch near Cimarron, New Mexico! We spent twelve days hiking the mountains of the ranch. One night we were bedded down in our tent when we heard noises by the water hydrant and sump about a hundred feet away. One of the guys and myself got out and shined a flashlight on the area. All we saw were two glowing eyes that were wide apart raise up six or eight feet into the darkness! We scrambled back into the tent and lay as still and quiet as possible. It was bear country! After a brief time, we heard huffing and feet hitting the ground as it came our way. Needless to say we were terrified! Fortunately, it passed by us and continued into the distance. I’m not sure how much sleep we managed, but in the morning when we emerged from our tent, we found horse hoof prints in the dirt!

After our time at Philmont was over, we headed north into Colorado and spent two nights sleeping on the gym floor at the Air Force Academy in Colorado Springs. We were able to tour the academy, including the famous Chapel, before heading back to Vidor. Three weeks was the longest that I had ever been away from my home.

Loy Callahan was probably my closest friend through high school. He lived a mile away and we spent countless hours together, riding our bikes, driving around after we got our licenses, camping in the woods behind our house, and going on dates together. One of our favorite adventures was to take our shotguns and hike to a slough in the woods near my house, where we would hunt for cottonmouth water moccasins. Crazy, yes! But we made great sport in trying to find the biggest one that we could. On one outing, as we were approaching the slough, I spotted a coral snake slithering across the mud. It was a really big one, so I used my machete to strike it about the middle of its length. All that I did was shove that portion of its body deep into the mud, such that it couldn’t escape. After it thrashed about for a bit, it caught the very tip of its tail in its mouth and began to chew on it. Fascinated by its actions, we watched as it slowly became still and lifeless. It was amazing that it had killed itself with its own venom, rather than be trapped. My Chemistry teacher was an amateur herpetologist, so I put it in our sack and took it to school the next day. He measured it and found it to be the longest coral snake he had ever seen, at over 36 inches in length. He put it in a jar of formaldehyde and it stayed on display in the chemistry lab for all to see.

During my senior year I was involved in my first and only serious auto accident. Our class chose to raise money for class events by selling magazine subscriptions. Everyone involved would canvas their neighbors, families and friends. Since I didn’t have a neighborhood, I had to reach out to other areas. One afternoon after class, my friend Joe Eddie Hanzel and I worked some outlying residential areas on my end of town in his Volkswagen Beetle. When we finished our rounds he was taking me home and on my road when a dog ran out onto the road, causing him to swerve the car. The right wheels left the pavement into the grassy shoulder and caused the car to skid as he tried to pull back onto the road. Unfortunately, we were approaching a culvert with a low concrete abutment that caught the right rear wheel, causing the car to spin to the left onto the pavement, where the centrifugal force made it roll over onto it’s top and slide off the road into the grass. Of course, there were no seatbelts in autos back then, but we both crawled out unscathed, though quite shaken. Joe Eddie was beside himself over his car that was only a couple of years old. The lady whose dog had run out heard the crash and called the highway patrol. It wasn’t long before a trooper arrived and, after a quick interview, drove me the half mile to my house. My mother and I then drove back to the scene with a wet towel for Joe Eddie to wipe the tears from his face. It was quite the experience, but the worst, by far, was his loss of the car of which he was profoundly proud. Oh….and I won a stuffed dog for the subscriptions that I sold!!!

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Vignettes from the 1950’s

It’s February 17, 2023, it’s a cold day in Pennsylvania, so it’s time to get back to writing again.

As I have previously said, I was the youngest of four in our family, with George being six years older. So, during the school year, I was home alone with Mother each day, and living out in the country as we did, I never had a playmate outside our family. That didn’t bother me since I didn’t know any different and was quite happy with my imagination and all that I could do around the farm. I didn’t realize until many years later what a blessing I had in George, and the way he would patiently allow me to tag along with whatever he was doing. He was a great influence, and I learned so many things by observing him and his instruction. I learned to hunt with him, utilizing our .22 caliber rifle and 16 gauge shotgun. He showed me how to skin squirrels and dress robins and blackbirds for Mother to cook. He invested in oil-painting supplies, which I later used to try my hand at art painting, and led me to choose art class in Junior High. He also bought tools for working in leather craft, which I also did in my mid-teens, making and selling purses, wallets, belts, and Bible covers. The only thing that I had no desire to follow was his affinity for tinkering with automobiles.He also had a very quick wit and was always coming up with some statement or response that would have the family laughing. I remember one of his jokes on me was when we were sitting at the table and I would take a drink. As I had the drink to my mouth he would say “spoosh”, and without fail I would start to laugh, while trying to avoid spewing liquid all over the place. While I tried to regain my composure, he would simply sit there with a big smile on his face! But, I remember once when the joke was on him when we were out with the pigs and he decided to try riding one of the larger sows. As soon as he jumped on the pigs back it took off fast and immediately ran between two trees. It turned out that there was only enough space between the trunks for the pig, such that George’s knees hit the trees, scraping him off the pig and onto the ground. It was hysterical to me, but he ended up with some very sore knees! It was most rewarding having an older brother like him.

The consequences of growing up as I did became evident when it was time for me to start school. Prior to starting first grade, I had no interaction with other children my age, save some cousins that I saw three or four times a year. And I knew no other children in the area around our town of Vidor, Texas. When time came for that first day of school, I was not ready. In fact, it turned out to be one of the most traumatic days of my life! Mother and George escorted me to school that morning, and as soon as we entered the building I started to cry. We sat for quite a while outside the classrooms, with both of them trying to console and distract me, while I sobbed continuously. I was fortunate to have a very patient elderly lady as my teacher, who allowed me to quietly cry on and off throughout that day. George came by the room to get me after school and take me with him to the school bus. The next morning was more of the same until Mother decided to accompany me to school and sit in the back of the room through the day. She had to do that for a couple of days, until I began to settle in to the routine. My teacher was wonderful, allowing me to help her with various little tasks, like cleaning blackboard erasers and handing out materials to the class. I really didn’t know how to, or desire to introduce myself to other children, so I would just observe their interaction among themselves. I can’t remember how long it took to make my first friend, or whom it was. I can remember boys discussing plans for getting together on the weekend. I didn’t particularly want to join them, but I felt very much alone.

We had a large and very rural school district, so there were a lot of busses that were parked in the school lot every afternoon. I was afraid of not being able to find my bus, so I expected George to meet me and lead me to the bus. However, he was already in Junior High, and his last class of the day let out about thirty minutes after mine. His class was in a small two room building behind the elementary building, so I learned how to go to his room to wait for him. His teacher allowed me to enter and sit with George until class dismissed. There were a couple of girls in his class that thought I was so cute and would want me to sit with them as well. I didn’t mind the attention at all. Then, one day, I showed up at his room to find it empty. His class had gone to the library that day. I didn’t know what to do but sit on the steps and wait, but they never returned. Eventually, I wandered out to look for him at the busses, but the busses were all gone!! I stood around crying until a janitor saw me. The superintendent of schools had a residence on the school grounds and the janitor took me there. Of course, with four Nauck children in attendance, he knew our family well and where we lived, so he took me home. I was seriously reprimanded for causing such a situation and the next day I was taught how to find my bus! Whether I liked it or not, I was on my own at school for the duration!

I eventually made some friends and accepted the fact that school was inevitable, but I never developed a fondness for it. In fact, I hated school until I reached Junior High School and had a number of close friends. Even so, I never liked school work or studying, and only really enjoyed the extra-curricular activities, all of which carried over throughout college. It was not until I was in the Army at Artillery School that I finally truly enjoyed the learning process!

I have previously written about my early childhood, but there are so many more memories of growing up in the 1950’s. There were many times hanging around Daddy’s shop watching him doing his auto work and observing the radiator mechanics. I could always find used parts like the auto brake cylinders, springs, and gaskets that I could re-imagine in the sand pile, and the steel ball bearings from wheel bearings, which made great “steelies” for playing marbles in the sand at school recess. Since Daddy worked on Saturday’s until noon, I would often go with him and walk into downtown Beaumont where the “Jefferson” and “Peoples” movie theaters were. Every Saturday morning was kid’s day, where for twenty-five cents, I could spend all morning watching cartoons, movie “serials” and a feature movie. And a nickel would buy a box of Junior Mints to enjoy. Daddy would come into the theater and pick me up when he was finished with work. Occasionally, the family would pack into our car and go to one of the drive-in theaters, if the mosquitoes weren’t too bad. I remember times when a truck would drive up and down the drive-in spraying a fog of mosquito repellent to make things more pleasant. The odor was a lot better than the pesky insects!! I can’t help but wonder now, what the long term health effects might have been from breathing those chemicals! We routinely used DDT and Chlordane around our home; both of which have now been banned from use.

One of the activities that I loved was going crabbing. There were several places that we would go, but my favorite spot was a sand bar on Cow Bayou. To catch crabs, we tied one end of a string around a piece of slab bacon and the other end to a stick anchored in the sand. Then the bacon was thrown into the water and after a minute or two we would slowly pull it out onto the bank, almost always with a blue-claw crab hanging on tightly. We would knock it off into a wash-tub and repeat the process over and over. With several pieces of bacon, it would only take a couple hours to collect a lot of crabs. Aside from the fun of catching them, the eating was the best! We had a brick barbecue pit in a side yard near the house where we would build a fire and put crabs in a large pot to boil them. We used plier-like pecan crackers to break open the claws and shells to get to the meat. Delicious!!

Armadillos were a scourge to our flower beds, and George and I would chase and shoot them as often as we could. Once we chased one to it’s burrow near my grandparent’s house. My grandfather told us to dig it out and he would cook it for us. We were able to find it and kill it. Papa cleaned it and cut the meat out of the shell, and Mama fried it. The meat was very white and “tasted like chicken”! It would be the only time we did that, because getting the meat out of that armor was an ordeal, and not worth the effort with all the other animals we had to eat. It was a great once-in-a-lifetime event.

There were times when one of our cows would die, as well as our horses, Buster and Snips. We had no means of digging holes large enough to bury them, so our only choice was to drag the corpses out into the big field between our place and my grandparent’s. We had a 1938 International pick-up truck that we used to drag them into place and then drive around the edge of the woods, gathering loads of dead wood and dried debris to pile on top of the animal. After wetting the pile with gasoline, we would torch it, creating a huge hot blaze that would burn for most of the day, and completely eliminate the carcass. It was kind of sad, because we grew attached to our animals, but it was part of the life cycle on the farm, and we were accustomed to it.

At Christmas, when I was eight years old, Mother and Daddy gave me a new Huffy 24 inch bicycle. I didn’t know how to ride yet because all we had were larger adult bikes. Unfortunately, my sister had given me a two-gun holster set that I had longed for, and it was the first thing that I noticed under the tree. They had to call my attention to the bike leaning against the wall, and I dismissed it summarily! I’m sure that they were very disappointed, but they didn’t make a big deal of my reaction. Time went by without my interest in riding until springtime, when Mother tried to help me learn to balance on it. After several days of trying, I eventually took a spill and ended up with the end of the handlebar punching me squarely in the stomach. And that was the end of riding lessons; I wanted nothing to do with that bike! It reminds me of Charlie Brown’s Snoopy and the folding chair!! So, during the summer of that year, one of my cousins visited on a Sunday afternoon, and rode my bike all around our driveway and yard. I was quietly ashamed that my girl cousin could ride and I couldn’t! So, on the following morning I took that bike out to our front gate and began trying to coast down the slight incline of our driveway. Holding my feet out to the sides to keep from falling over, I slowly developed my sense of balance, and by that afternoon I was riding like a pro!! Mother didn’t know what I had done until I proudly showed her. I can’t imagine how happy she must have felt. She and I would spend many hours riding up and down the highway. I had no idea of the freedom that bike would give me to roam beyond our property, and I had put many, many miles on it before I had outgrown it!

From the time I could remember, I was afraid of the dark. I would go just about anywhere in the daylight, but I would not be caught outside by myself at night. My imagination of all sorts of bad things out there was robust, but the fact that there were wild animals in the woods solidified my fears. I was willing to venture out with someone, and especially if they carried a light, but I still kept my guard up against anything lurking in the shadows! Even when I was in bed, when the lights went out, I would cover my head with the bed sheet. I suppose that I reasoned, if I can’t see them, they can’t see me. I can remember a night when a screech owl decided to camp out in a tree over our bedroom. It seemed like hours that I endured the horrifying screams, while I lay curled in a fetal position. I could imagine a black panther lurking outside, searching for an open window to leap through to devour me.

Such fears were, no doubt, reinforced by actual events, such as the evening when our family was gathered around our dining table playing games, when there was a sudden banging on the back porch door next to where we were sitting. Daddy jumped up and looked out upon a man in a tattered naval uniform, pleading for help. Daddy opened the door and ushered him to a chair. His clothes were ripped, wet, and dirty, his face and hands covered with scratches, and a look of terror in his eyes. Mother got him a glass of water and a washcloth as he told his story. He had been on leave and was hitch-hiking back to his naval base. A man had given him a ride, but pulled a gun on him and threatened to kill him. He had jumped out of the car as it slowed for a curve a mile from our house. He ran into the woods and kept running until he saw the lights from our house. At that time, there were no other houses on our stretch of road for that mile. He had made his way through some of the densest forest filled with brambles. I don’t recall what happened after that. I’m not certain if we had a telephone at that time; I was still very young. If we couldn’t call for help, Daddy may have taken him somewhere. Gladly, that was the most unnerving thing we ever had happen.

Even living so remote, on a major US route, we never locked our doors at night; I don’t recall locking them when we were away from home. As a young child, it was quite common to see men, who were referred to as “hoboes” at the time, walking along Highway 90, and occasionally have one come to the house and ask Mother for a glass of water, or even something to eat. I never saw her turn anyone away, and we never had any issues with them. Before I was born, a lady by the name of Golphy and her young daughter stopped in as they walked the road to wherever they were going across the country. They had all their possessions in a wheelbarrow and Mother took a photo of them (which I posted on my 1930’s photo page).

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The Next Phase – Active Duty

On January 28, 1968, I made the drive from Irving to Fort Sill to report for active duty and my three months of schooling. Upon arriving at the incoming processing offices, I received my new orders and my accommodation assignment. I was pleasantly surprised to find that the single officer billeting was in a fairly new and modern multi-story building. My room was nicely furnished with a private bath. It was like living in a nice hotel with a cafeteria. So far so good! The classroom for indoor instruction was also quite modern and well equipped. The instructor was a First Lieutenant from South Carolina, and a very good presenter.

After the first week I realized that I had found a course of instruction that I loved. I found the design and mechanics and hydraulics of artillery pieces, the variety of projectiles and fuses, and the materials and processes for aiming to be extremely interesting, and I actually enjoyed reading about it all! Aside from the frequent cold and wind of an Oklahoma winter, the outdoor instruction was also fascinating. Hands on operation of the howitzers was exciting and the process of adjusting the landing area of the rounds fired was challenging. I performed so well in all areas of instruction that my instructor suggested that I consider applying to the commandant for a position at the school.

When I had received my initial orders I had been surprised and somewhat perplexed at my assignment. Upon completion of Artillery school I was assigned to the Reception Station at the Army Infantry Training Center at Fort Bragg, North Carolina. I knew that training centers made use of Artillery, but what would I be doing at a reception station? And I had no further orders beyond that, meaning I could likely spend the remainder of my initial two years there. I was not pleased with such prospects, so I decided to make the application for an instructor-ship. After an interview with the commandant, he approved my application and made a formal request to the Pentagon for a change of orders. I couldn’t believe my ears when I was later informed that the request had been turned down! This was the first time that I questioned whether I wanted to be career military.

I didn’t have any prospects for marriage when I finished college, but I had already decided that I wouldn’t pursue it going into the Army, since the chances of going to Viet Nam loomed heavy. I wouldn’t risk not coming home alive and leaving a young widow. Linda and I had developed a strong relationship over the Fall and Winter, but we never discussed any type of commitment. After several weekend visits back to Irving to see her, I began to realize how much I cared for her and missed spending time together. When I saw that my two year commitment in the Army was going to be at Fort Bragg, I made the decision to pop the question. On my next visit, in late March, I asked her if she would consider being my wife. I’ll never forget the moment; I didn’t have a ring and I didn’t get on my knee. We were sitting on her sofa talking, and when I asked, I caught her completely by surprise. She had a shocked look on her face and her response was “you’ve got to be kidding!!” Then I was caught off guard, and I thought that I had blown it! I assured her that I wasn’t kidding, and then she said “yes”! I had probably never been so let down in one moment and then happy in the next in my life. We went shopping for a ring and made plans for a summer wedding, after I had gotten settled in North Carolina. I finished school at Fort Sill in late April and had a week of leave before reporting for duty at Fort Bragg. I spent several days in Irving before heading out across the South to the East Coast.

It was a long drive from Texas, and after stopping for the night near Atlanta, Georgia, I arrived at Fort Bragg by late morning. I was processed in and received my billeting assignment. It was nothing like Fort Sill; a small cramped room in an old barracks with well used furniture and a typical steel bunk bed. I determined that I would immediately begin a search for something – anything – better. The following morning I reported to the Reception Station and met Major Tompkins, the Commanding Officer. After a brief overview of what we did there, I was introduced to another Lieutenant who was in charge of the testing branch, where all the inductees and recruits were tested for aptitude before shipping off to the training center. I would be the assistant director of that branch. This was disappointment number two of my short time in the Army. I had just finished a comprehensive school in a complicated and technical combat branch, and now I was shuffling papers in an administrative role that had nothing to do with my chosen field. Another strike against career military…what a waste!!

After a couple of days of familiarization with the processes of testing, and meeting most of the personnel, I decided that I would make the best of the situation and began the search for alternate housing. I was lucky to quickly find out about three Lieutenants who were looking for a roommate to share a four bedroom house in Fayetteville, which was the town adjacent to Fort Bragg. That solved my housing conundrum and before long I would be looking for a house to rent with my forever roommate! The days went by slowly, even as I became more involved in the processes, and took on more responsibility. The testing branch was experimenting with a new program to expedite the test results using punch cards for a computer system. That was somewhat interesting, but the director was mostly involved with it. He was definitely on the “nerdy” side, so it was right up his alley. We didn’t have anything in common, so I spent my days doing my job and my evenings hanging out with my roommates, and counting the days until Linda would be joining me.

We had set our wedding date for June 22, so in late May I began to look for a place for us. In military towns there are always lots of houses being vacated because of personnel moving to new assignments, especially during war-time. I was able to find a nice furnished brick home in a suburban addition of Fayetteville, and quickly moved in. That made a huge improvement in my living conditions and I had an opportunity to get to know the next-door neighbors. We had a Staff Sergeant with the 82nd Airborne on one side and a Warrant Officer with the Army Air Corps on the other side. They both had young families, so it provided a homey feeling to the surroundings.

On June 15, I took two weeks leave and caught a plane to Dallas to prepare for our wedding. We had a busy few days getting our marriage license, spending time with friends and family, and packing all of Linda’s belongings into a U-Haul trailer before the big day. After the wedding we had our reception at my sister’s home, then started our honeymoon by driving to Shreveport, Louisiana. The following days were spent in New Orleans, Fort Walton Beach and Jacksonville, Florida, Savannah, Georgia and then to Fayetteville and our first home. It had been a bit of a whirlwind, but fabulous, time. I returned to work and Linda soon found a position with a local insurance company in Fayetteville.

The late 1960’s was a time of turmoil in the United States, largely due to the Viet Nam war. There were many people who were against the war, for various reasons, but young people were especially vocal. Some young men of draft age, 18 years and up, were even fleeing to Canada to escape induction into the Army. It was also the time of the “hippies” with their open lifestyles and “free love” mantra. Anti-war protests were common-place, particularly on college campuses. Marijuana and a few other drugs had become prevalent among many of the young, especially among the hippies. Fort Bragg, as one of the major Infantry training centers, was the receiving point for much of the East Coast and many of the draftees came from Philadelphia, Baltimore, Washington DC and surrounding areas. There were some very interesting characters among them. Busses full of draftees would arrive regularly throughout the day and night. Every evening, when the headquarters offices closed, an officer and a couple of enlisted men would man the office as a point of contact for any reason that might arise. This was known as OD duty, for Officer of the Day. There were nights, when I was serving as the OD, that I would be called to the receiving point, where the busses unloaded, because of an unruly draftee. They were generally loud, obnoxious, and belligerent characters who didn’t want to accept authority. Fortunately, they usually would quiet down when an officer with a side-arm showed up and threatened jail, or worse. It was always amazing how a shaved head and a uniform, where they all appeared the same, changed their demeanor. A few were truly hard core and caused enough trouble to actually end up in the brig.

In the Fall of 1968, we received notice that a U. S. Senator by the name of Ted Kennedy would be visiting Fort Bragg and touring the training center. That meant that he might come to the reception station. I couldn’t believe the amount of hoop-jumping that commenced in order to impress this potential visitor. Since there were many hardwood trees in our area, there were always lots of leaves on the ground. An order went out that due to the potential of the Senator’s visit, processing would be held to a minimum, so that most of the personnel could be involved in clearing the grounds of all the leaves and debris. Truckloads of leaves were taken to the dump. Then someone made the comment that the Senator was from Massachusetts, where the leaves were considered a thing of beauty in the Fall of the year. Trucks and personnel were then frantically dispatched to the dump to gather leaves and scatter them around the grounds!! I was dumb-founded…reason number three to doubt being career military!!

In late Fall, I was relieved of duties in the testing branch and assigned as Commanding Officer of one of the four companies of personnel assigned to the reception station. The previous Lieutenant had done a poor job of managing affairs and I was charged with getting things under control. I finally had a position that somewhat fit my training through the Cadet Corps and Artillery School! After a long talk with the First Sergeant, I found that the previous Lieutenant had let his ego badly affect the chain of command. I shared a large piece of “humble pie”, explained what I would like to see done, gave the First Sergeant my blessings, and watched things turn around. It was a good feeling.

On January 28,1969, I received my promotion to First Lieutenant, and shortly after was made Commander of one of the other personnel companies, for much the same reason. My first year of duty was done and I began thinking seriously about leaving the military when my two year obligation was complete. Springtime came, and in late April everything suddenly changed, when I was told to report to the reception station Executive Officer, a Major. I entered his office and there was no exchange of pleasantries; he sat at his desk, and with a quizzical look, simply said, “Lieutenant Nauck, you’ve been tapped for Viet Nam”. I don’t know how long it took for those words to soak in, or just what I replied, but he acknowledged that I had only nine months remaining in my tour and would have only seven months left when I arrived in country. It didn’t make any sense, because a combat tour was twelve months. Regardless, my orders were that I would have four weeks leave to move my family and get things in order to report to Fort Lewis, Washington by June 16. I wasn’t sure just how to tell Linda.

I can’t remember just how we dealt with the sudden news, but we wrapped things up in North Carolina, reserved an apartment back at the King’s Square, and headed back to Irving in mid May. We spent the next few weeks enjoying friends and family. We made a trip down to the Gulf of Mexico for a little family reunion at the beach. It seemed odd to be renewing friendships and relationships while also saying good-byes, that could be for the last time. We didn’t think about it that way, but the thought lingered in my mind. Linda had landed a job at her previous employer and she would be well taken care of by my sister and all the close friends that we still had in Irving, The morning of June16 arrived, and I had to say good-bye to my love, just six days before our first anniversary. As I entered the jet-way at Dallas Love Field and took my last look at Linda, I experienced the worst feeling of loneliness that I had ever felt. I wasn’t thinking that I wouldn’t come back, but seven months without even hearing her voice seemed like an eternity!

I arrived in Seattle by early afternoon, was shuttled to Fort Lewis, and began the processing for “over-seas combat duty”. I was finished by the next afternoon and flew out of Sea-Tac airport on the morning of June 18. The 737 plane filled with soldiers landed in Honolulu to refuel, and we were able to de-plane for an hour to stretch our legs. I was fascinated by the waiting area at the gate with no glass in the window openings and the view of Diamond Head in the distance. From there we would start the long flight to the Philippines where we would refuel, before completing the last leg to Cam Ranh Bay in the Republic of South Viet Nam.

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Texas A&M and the Military

I was seven years old when my oldest brother, Kurt, left home to start college at the Agricultural and Mechanical College of Texas, better known as Texas A&M. It was founded in 1872 as a military school, but due to the significant engineering and research facilities developed over the years, and the large number of World War II veterans, by the 1950’s it had a large civilian population of graduate and under-graduate students, many of whom were from foreign nations. However, the military Cadet Corps still comprised the majority of under-graduates, so there were uniformed cadets everywhere on the campus. As a young boy, I was fascinated by this presence.

On our first family trip to visit Kurt, in 1951, I remember traveling up Highway 6 from Navasota toward College Station, cresting a small hill and, across open prairie, having the first glimpse of the cluster of buildings in the distance. It was a sight that I would eagerly anticipate many times throughout my childhood. The main entrance to the campus was a long Live Oak lined boulevard with a mowed field

to the right and a golf course to the left. At the end was the iconic two-story colonnaded System Administration Building; a majestic sight. To the left were located twelve four-story dormitories, six on either side of “the Quad”, and the huge “Duncan Dining Hall” at the far end. We would occasionally buy meal tickets and eat with Kurt there, and I would be mesmerized watching the endless parade of cadet companies marching up the Quad to the hall; the sounds of various called out cadences reverberating off the buildings. I don’t think that I ever witnessed that without chills running up my spine.

We would make those trips several times each year until 1960, when my second brother, George, graduated from A&M. From that very first trip, I had set my mind firmly upon joining the tradition of becoming one of those cadets on that hallowed ground.

I was really immature when I graduated high school; probably more so than most of my peers. Years earlier I had blindly decided that I would become a Chemical Engineer like my brothers, and to excel to an even higher degree than they in the Cadet Corps. Throughout my school years, I never liked reading and studying, and only did what was necessary to achieve good grades. Fortunately, I had the innate intelligence to do very well. It wasn’t until around the eighth grade that I began to appreciate friends and activities that were a part of school. There were a few subjects that I enjoyed, but I never established good study habits and continued my disdain for reading. I also never considered what were my natural talents, or what I would be best suited to pursue educationally. All of my concentration was focused upon getting to Texas A&M and beginning my adventures as a cadet.

In September of 1963 I finally reached my goal of being enrolled as a “Fish” in the Cadet Corps. Freshmen were so called because fish live in the sea and thereby have the “lowest position on earth”. So began the process of indoctrination into the Corps. All Fish received a “buzz” hair cut, such as US Army inductees and recruits when entering basic training. This was the first part of the process of removing one’s identity and individualism. We were to become “one” with our peers. The mental and physical hazing that would follow throughout our Freshman year would create a level of cohesion and brotherhood that lasts a lifetime. The only people we could call by their first name were other Fish or an upperclassman with whom we had a special relationship, and invited us to do so. All others were called “Mister” so-and-so, and we were required to meet and remember upperclassmen. The entire process was intimidating and difficult, and quite a few could not handle the rigors of Fish life and chose to leave school, and continue their education elsewhere. Traditions at A&M were many and strong, and I fed on all of it, as hard as it was at times.

I devoted myself to fitting into the cadet life and what was expected of me. I soon found that I greatly enjoyed military drills and marching, intramural athletics, and classes of military science and engineering graphics; however, I had little interest in most classes and soon realized that I had no desire to study history and chemistry and physics and calculus. So, after semester break, I changed my major from Chemical Engineering to Undeclared. I had to have a major field of study in order to continue in school, and decided that Business Administration seemed the best of what was offered. I changed my major to Accounting the first semester of my Sophomore year and switched to Finance the next semester. Outside of the military, I really had no idea what I wanted to do with my life, so education was simply a means to an end, and I looked toward to pursuing a military career. It would turn out that my lack of attention to my studies would lead to scholastic grades that would prevent me from attaining some of the goals that I had set for my Cadet life.

At the end of my Freshman year I was awarded Best Drilled Freshman for my company and was selected to be Guidon Bearer for the company for my Sophomore year. The Guidon was the company flag that was carried on a staff in front of the company formation, beside the Commanding Officer. These were the crowning events of my Fish year as a cadet!

All of my life I had wanted to play sports, but I just didn’t seem to have those abilities, so I was always nothing more than a spectator. As Fish, we were all to be involved for our company in Freshman Intramural athletics. It turned out that one of my best friends in our company and I were very good at horseshoes and we went undefeated throughout the season. I also found that I greatly enjoyed singles handball and I excelled at it, going undefeated for the season. I played as much as I could, and there was a special feeling about winning when I happened to play an upperclassman!

My Freshman year was a scholastic disaster, but, between the military and sports, it couldn’t have been much better. I didn’t receive any awards for my athletic endeavors, but I had found a new level of confidence and self-esteem. I had also achieved something as a Cadet that my brothers had not done.

At the end of my Sophomore year I was awarded the Best Drilled Sophomore award and was selected to serve on Battalion Staff as Sergeant Major for my Junior year. Sergeant Major was the highest rank a Junior cadet could hold and was the logical step for Battalion Commander, a Lieutenant Colonel rank, as a Senior.

As my Junior year began, with all of the promise that it held, my grade point average once again reared it’s ugly head! I was short of qualifying for invitation to join the Ross Volunteer unit; a prestigious drill unit for Junior and Senior cadets. And, at the end of the year, I was by-passed for Battalion Commander because of my grades. I was, instead, offered a position as a Major on Brigade Staff. Although it was a good position, two more of my goals to rise in the Cadet Corps were crushed.

At least I had sufficient credits to receive Senior status and was able to order my Senior Ring and Boots. I served on Brigade Staff in the fall semester, but at semester break one of the members of the Corps Staff got married and had to live off campus. I was asked to take his place for the spring semester. I was over-joyed to be able to serve on the highest staff and promote to a Lieutenant Colonel position.

Regardless of my set-backs, I had a fabulous Cadet Corps experience and finished on a high note, and I had learned some valuable lessons along the way. Having dreams and goals and pursuing them is wonderful, but one must always be willing to put forth all of the effort required to achieve them. Otherwise, one will usually fall short.

Although I had accomplished so much during my college experience, there was one more instance in which I fell short. As I completed my Senior year I found that out of one hundred and thirty-five credit hours taken, I was six required hours short for graduation. I would have to return for one more semester to receive my diploma. My sights at the time were to be career military and I wasn’t really concerned with a “sheep-skin”, so in June of 1967 I applied for my US Army commission as a Second Lieutenant without degree and planned for the next phase of my life.

I had chosen Field Artillery as my Army combat specialty and received orders to report to Fort Sill, Oklahoma for my Officer’s Basic class to begin in January of 1968. With eight months between finishing school and reporting for active duty, I had to have interim plans. During the many visits to my sister’s home in Irving, Texas, I had always been impressed with the King’s Square Regal apartment complex. I decided to take up residence there and find work around the area. I was able to land a short term position as a billing clerk at American Petrofina offices in downtown Dallas. So, throughout the summer I spent my week days in an office and every evening and all weekend around the swimming pool. I made some great friends there, and that is where I met a young lady by the name of Linda Alece Bumpus from the Childress, Texas area, and the rest of that story is history!

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We always had 55 gallon barrels

We always had 55 gallon barrels around the farm, to store cattle and poultry feed, or water, and for assorted other purposes. They were also handy to use as play horses and balancing on as we “walked” on them around the yard. Kittens would play in them, as well. Car and truck tire inner tubes were also abundant. We would use them for play horses, stack them to hide inside, or just roll them around the yard. Of course, they were especially useful for floating around in a lake or the river, and particularly fun at the beach.

About three miles from our house was a long drainage channel that ran from miles inland to Sabine Lake, which connected to the Gulf of Mexico at Sabine Pass. There was a long section of it that was a raised timber and steel waterway that paralleled Highway 90, just before it crossed under the road. We referred to that section as the “flume”. Daddy, Kurt, George, and I would occasionally take some tubes to the flume and drift along on the slow current. I found it to be a fascinating, if not eerie, place, with the metal half-pipe walls and wooden beams overhead. It would have been too frightening to me without family close by.

Although we could drive about thirty miles to the Gulf from where we lived, the best beaches were about an hour or more away. On occasion, we would make the hour and a half trip to Galveston, where we could visit Uncle Archie, Mother’s brother, who ran a hotel there, and spend time along that busy beach. I loved going to Galveston because of the long automobile ferry ride that crossed the bay, from the mainland to the island. Being able to get out of the car and stand along the rails of the ferry, with the wind whipping my hair, and watching the seabirds and looking for dolphins or sharks or anything mysterious, was mesmerizing for me.

More frequently, we made day trips to McFadden beach near Port Arthur and the Bolivar peninsula, which was East of Galveston. Those sections of beach were sparsely populated and far less crowded. We would take our pickup truck with Mother and Daddy in the cab with the food, and us kids, the inner tubes, and other paraphernalia in the back. It was such fun riding in the warm early morning, with the wind whipping around, and having a great view of all the surroundings. After we made the turn at Winnie-Stowell and headed toward High Island, the familiar smell of the marshes and the gulf would become evident. At the next turn, my excitement would begin to build, because the road from then on paralleled the beach, and I could look out over the water and see the breakers crashing, sending their foam up onto the sand. It would seem to take forever before we would turn off the road and onto the beach to start a day of joy. There were no boogie boards or surfboards back then, but inner tubes made for great fun, riding the waves to the shore. After a day of sun and sand, as darkness started to settle in, we would load up for the last part that I loved so much. We would gather in the truck bed, right behind the cab, where the wind was the least, and cover up with a blanket for the chilly ride home. It was almost magical, feeling the warmth of the blanket, with the cool air in my face, the darkness surrounding us, and the starry sky overhead, remembering the good time we had experienced. It actually made me sad when we finally pulled into our driveway, knowing that the day was over.

Although I had three siblings, I was the youngest by six years, so everyone had considerably different interests than me, and they were all in school by the time that I was more than a toddler, and I was on my own for entertainment during the day. I tagged along with Kurt or George as much as possible, as they did chores or maybe something fun. Since Kurt was eleven years older than me, I spent a lot more time with, and learned much from, George, who was artistic, mechanically inclined, and always exploring or creating things. I observed and attempted to copy most everything that he did, except tinker with automobiles, which just didn’t interest me.

After he showed me how to burn holes in paper using a magnifying glass in the sun, I would spend hours searching out ant mounds, and focusing the sun ray on the unsuspecting ants. It would instantly fry them, and I would pretend that I was an army sniper picking off the enemy, one by one.

He always seemed to have a stash of left-over fire-crackers from New Years or Fourth of July, and we would light one and stick it in one of those ant mounds, or drop one down craw-dad holes, or build a toy soldier fort in the sand pile and blow it up, or put a “cherry-bomb” under an empty tin can and see how high into the air it would fly!

One year, during the fall, he decided to try to trap flying squirrels. He built a wooden box with a hinged lid that was held open with a string tied around half a pecan. Since flying squirrels are largely nocturnal, about dusk, he would go out in the woods behind our house and set the trap at the base of a large limb of an oak tree and rub pecan around the trunk and the limb. Just after daybreak the next morning he would go out to check the trap. If it was closed, there should be a squirrel inside, in which case he would remove the trap and bring it back to the house, where he would take it into the bathroom and set it in the bath tub. Putting on heavy leather work gloves, he would slowly open the lid and immediately the little furry animal would shoot out and begin running all around the bottom of the tub, and trying to climb the sides. Of course, the tub walls were too slick for it to manage escape. The next move was to eventually chase it into a corner of the tub and cover it with his hands, and then scoop it up and get a grasp of it’s body with just it’s head exposed, biting feverishly at the glove. Then removing the other glove, he would begin stroking it’s head with a finger. In a matter of just a few minutes it would start to calm down, and he would hold a piece of pecan for it to nibble. Within less than thirty minutes he could actually hold it in his hand, and tie a length of cotton string around it’s neck. He would then place the squirrel in his shirt pocket with a Kleenex tissue and more pecan. At that point, it was basically tame, and since it spent most of the day sleeping, it was easy to carry to school with him. The issue then was where to keep it, so he made a cage out of hardware cloth. Newspaper was torn into small pieces and placed inside for it to make a nest. A jar lid for water, and a supply of nuts, made for a suitable home. Later on, he fashioned a little exercise wheel for it run in. Over a few weeks, he was successful at capturing a couple more, adding to our squirrel family. It was amazing how quickly they became docile, so that they could be held, and carried around in our shirt pockets, the only evidence being the string tied to a shirt button, the lump, and an occasional yellow spot at the bottom of the pocket! If they became active during the day, they would usually find their way inside our shirt and crawl around, tickling us with their tiny claws through our t-shirt. Word later got out that we had them, and people would contact us wanting to buy one. We sold them at five dollars for a wild one and ten dollars if tamed! Years later, I would do some trapping myself.

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The logger was a tall black man who worked by himself.

The field on the other side of our house, the North side, had scattered trees of various sizes, some hardwood and some pine. Beyond our fence line was forest with large mature trees, including sixty to seventy foot tall yellow pines, and one summer the owner sold some of the timber. The logger was a tall black man who worked by himself. He wore overalls with no shirt, showing muscles like I had never seen, and the sun on his sweaty arms and shoulders made his skin shine. He had an old logging truck and a pair of huge mules that were much larger than our horses. They were paired with a big leather harness. He cut down those tall pines by hand with a long logging saw (chain saws hadn’t come along at that time}. After dropping a tree he would cut it into shorter lengths of maybe twenty feet, then attach a chain to the logs and connect it to the harness of the mules. They would then drag the log to the truck, lining it up with the side of the bed. His communication with those mules was fascinating! Simple one word commands moved them simultaneously with exactness. Detaching the chain from the log, he would attach another chain with hooks to each end of the log and, moving the mules to the opposite side of the truck, connect that chain to their harness, and they would then pull the log up onto the truck bed. It was such an amazing process to watch. Those mules were so powerful, and seemed to accomplish it almost effortlessly. At the end of the day, he would drive out with his logs and leave the mules in the woods overnight in a simple rope corral, with tubs of feed and water.

I visited the location for several days to watch tree after tree removed from the forest. During all of the time that I spent there, watching from a distance, neither he nor I ever spoke to one another. He knew I was there, but he never even made eye contact with me. I was quite young and very shy around people, and sadly, in those days, “colored people” didn’t usually start conversations with “white folk”. The old adage of “speak when you’re spoken to” was the rule for children and black people. At that age, I think that the only black person with whom I had ever enter-acted was a hired man where Daddy had his shop.

In fact, the town of Vidor, and the surrounding area had no population of color, and that was intentional. It was well known that black people were not allowed to live in Vidor, and it would be many, many years before that could change. The town lay across the Neches River from Beaumont, and had originally been populated mostly by hired laborers from the steel works, shipyards, and factories in the city. Many were poorly educated and carried racist tenets from decades before them. It doesn’t seem that long ago, but I so well remember the “colored” and “white” drinking fountains, restrooms, and even separate waiting rooms with individual entrances at clinics and doctors’ offices. It would turn out that my first actual relationships with people of color would be in the military!

Across the road from us, the forest extended for better than a mile to the East before the next road. As a young child my imagination conjured up all sorts of wild things that probably inhabited those woods! In that part of the state the forests contained lots of low areas that collected water and made good wallows for feral pigs that roamed throughout. There were a good number of these hogs that we would see routinely, in the ditches along the road and in the edge of the woods. We referred to them as “razor-backs” because some them had very large tusks. On occasion, they could be aggressive, so we always kept our distance when they were around.

There was a time when I happened onto several in our North pasture. I believe they were as startled as I was, but they weren’t as afraid I was! A fairly large boar started to trot in my direction and I immediately searched out a small pine tree with branches low enough for me to reach, and began frantically climbing. When I was well off the ground I stood on a branch hugging the tree trunk while “the hair on my neck stood out.” The whole bunch of them rooted around the area for what seemed like hours before they meandered out of sight. I dropped down from my perch and ran as fast as I could back to the house, all the time envisioning them right on my heels!! Times of fright such as that would make my ears feel strange, like they were pulling forward!

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I especially loved summertime; no shirt, no shoes, no school!

I never liked cold weather, so it’s not surprising that I especially loved summertime; no shirt, no shoes, no school! Getting hot and sweaty was no issue for me. Holding a water hose over my head or standing by a lawn sprinkler only added to the pleasure of being outside on long sunny days. I even enjoyed splashing through puddles on warm rainy days. The drainage ditches and road shoulders were an extension of our front lawn, so I wold spend hours wading in the water that collected in the ditch. It was a great place to search for and catch “crawdads”. Pieces of wood made boats for my “army men” to float around as I played war.

Most years Daddy would order a dump truck load of sand for filling holes and leveling areas of the lawns and planting shrubs. For a few weeks, until it was all used, it made a favorite play spot for making roads for my little plastic cars that came in boxes of cereal, or digging caves and building forts for my toy soldiers. Small sticks made great barricades and fence posts, and little boughs from trees or shrubs could be used as trees. I liked to set up up all my soldiers in foxholes, behind barricades, or behind mounds, and throw small clumps of sand at them like artillery shells. Using a set number of clumps to throw, I would see how many men I could knock over to determine whether or not I had won the battle! My imagination was the only limit to the hours of enjoyment that I spent on those piles of sand.

I learned from my brother, George, how to throw a tennis ball up onto the roof of the house and catch it when it rolled back off. One late afternoon, when I was six years old, I was playing this game when I threw one ball too hard, causing it to go over the ridge of the roof to the opposite side of the house. I quickly ran around the house to find it, and as I was walking through the lawn, surveying the shrub beds, I suddenly felt an extreme pain on the inside of my right foot. I jerked my foot up as I looked down, astonishment turning to panic as I saw a Ground Rattler coiled to strike again. I don’t know how high are how far I leaped, but I’m sure that I could have qualified for a college track team! Motivated by fear and adrenaline, I was able to hop, on one leg, around to the front of the house while holding my other foot in my hands, crying and screaming “snake, snake!!” I’m certain that God was orchestrating events because as I rounded the corner of the house, Daddy was pulling into the driveway, coming home from work. The whole family was alerted to the sound of my screams. Daddy jumped from the car, ran over and picked me up, looked at my foot, and carried me inside as he told Kurt to go look for the snake. He took me straight to the bathroom and set me on the edge of the bathtub. He grabbed a bottle of hydrogen peroxide and a fresh razor blade from the medicine cabinet, knelt down and took a swig of peroxide, swishing it around in his mouth, then spitting it on the floor. After pouring more peroxide on my foot, he made two “X” cuts across the fang marks on my foot. He then proceeded to chew and suck on my foot, spitting dark red blood on the floor. He continued until the cuts were bleeding bright red. Iodine and a bandage came next, causing additional pain that was probably worse than the bite! Kurt had come in to verify that he had found and killed a small Ground Rattler. I was placed in bed while Daddy called the local doctor, who affirmed the actions taken and prescribed rest and lots of fluids. If there was a good side to the experience, it was Daddy bringing home six-packs of “Grapette” soda for me. It took about two weeks for the swelling in my foot and ankle to subside, and I understood why Butch swelled so much after a bite. It was a profound experience for me, as my fear of snakes grew exponentially. I had held Garter snakes that George would catch on occasion, but I wanted nothing to do with any kind after that! Actually, my disdain for snakes continues to this day!

Another group of creatures that caused me fear were spiders; any type, any size, but the larger they were, the greater the chills down my spine. Grass spiders were bad enough, but the large yellow garden spiders would really make me cringe. So many times, as I made my way through the woods, I would suddenly find myself face to face with one of these huge spiders with it’s web stretched from the tree branches! I never got used to it.

One morning, as I was pulling up my jeans, a large grass spider that had spent the night inside them came running up the front of my t-shirt! I was immediately slapping at it, screaming and dancing a jig. Mother came running in from the kitchen, afraid that I had caught on fire from the gas heater, and she scolded me good for scaring her so badly. I wasn’t very sympathetic with her after the terror I had just experienced, but I was still alive, and I knew to keep my mouth shut!

Did I mention my “care-free” life around the farm?

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Adventures of early childhood on the farm.

By the time I was born, my sister, Eleanor Mae, was thirteen years old, my oldest brother, Kurt Rudolph Jr., was eleven, and my second brother, George Stanford, was six. So, being the youngest by far, and there being no other children within a mile of us, my pre-school years were spent at home alone with Mother. She was involved in an auto accident, along with Eleanor when she was a baby, which frightened her to the point that she decided not to drive any more. So, we didn’t leave home to go anywhere. At the time, I didn’t know anything else and I couldn’t have cared less. I spent my days enjoying my toys, our animals, and the care-free life around the farm.

We had a Rat Terrior dog named Butch; white with scattered black spots and a black “saddle” in her mid-back, a cropped tail, very intelligent, and always playful. She would follow me everywhere that I went, always on guard, and a terror with snakes! Occasionally, during the warm months, she would have a swollen jaw or side of her muzzle from a snakebite. Aside from the usual Garter snake, which loved all the shrubs around our house, and various harmless snakes, we always had Copperheads, Ground Rattlers, and an occasional Coral snake to watch out for. Butch was fierce with all of them. She was not afraid of anything, including gun shots, except for lightning, and although she was strictly an outdoor dog, when we had severe thunderstorms we would let her inside the house, where she would cuddle at our legs and shake!

One of my favorite adventures was to go out to the barn at night with Kurt and George and, of course, Butch. We would quietly enter the big milking room, then one of them would turn on a spotlight and shine it at the ridge of the barn roof where rats would often be hanging out. The other would use our 22 rifle with rat-shot shells to shoot them down. As soon as the rat hit the ground Butch was on it, shaking it fiercely from side to side. It was so funny to watch her and hear her growling as she finished it off.

She would chase armadillos to their holes in the ground, and sometimes try to dig them out. It was comical to see her butt in the air with dirt flying between her hind legs! When Mother and I went berry picking Butch was constantly in and out of the briar patch, which helped us not have to worry so much about snakes.

As I recall, she was with us for close to twenty years. She developed heart worms and passed away on the night of March 5,1953, the same day as Joseph Stalin. Mother and Daddy were out somewhere that evening and when they returned home, George told them that two dogs had died that day, one very bad and one very good.

Of course, we had multiple cats, and I have always been an avid cat lover. I spent many hours watching and playing with them in boxes and buckets. My favorite times were when we had a litter of kittens. They were usually born under the house and would hang out in the shrubs along the sides of the house, and were, of course, wild at first. I would sit very still on the door step with my legs straight out on the walkway and wait for them to wander out of hiding. After a while they would start chasing each other around and over my legs. It was difficult for me to not break out in laughter and scare them away. Eventually they would get used to me and begin to become tame.

We had two riding horses named Buster and Snips. Snips was younger and a bit flighty and liked to run. Buster was an exceptionally well trained and gentle horse which would tolerate all ages. As soon as I was old enough to keep myself in the saddle I would ride him at a walk around and around our driveway. Mother would actually leave me alone with him as I rode.

There was a day when George and I were riding out in the field next to Papa and Mama’s place when George decided to let Snips run. He rode bareback while I had to have a saddle so that I could hold onto the pommel horn since my feet didn’t reach the stirrups. As soon as George galloped away Buster took off at a run following them and I was panicked! I screamed at George to stop, to no avail. I just couldn’t handle the jolting of Buster’s body at that speed and I would start to slide off one side of the saddle, pull myself back up, then slide to the opposite side, back and forth, until I finally slipped completely off and hit the ground. Buster was so well trained that as soon as my weight left his back he came to an immediate halt. His rear hoof hit me in the lip, but that was the extent of my injuries. I was so mad at George that I screamed my curses at him through my tears!

That was not my only mishap riding. When I was around six or seven, I was riding Buster around the driveway when we passed too close to my tricycle. The handlebar caught in a saddle stirrup which spooked him, causing him to jolt and run until the tricycle came loose and he came to that sudden stop. Unfortunately, I didn’t stop with him and went sailing to the ground! Broken arm number one! I put my arms out break my fall and snapped one of the bones in my left forearm. Mother broke her driving ban to take me to the local clinic in Vidor, where I had my first X-ray. The doctor used a cloth of ether to put me to sleep. It would take some time to become accustomed to having a cast from my elbow to my hand. Probably the most aggravating part of the situation was not being able to scratch my arm or hand when they became itchy!

Our two milk cows were similar to the horses in nature. Beauty, a Jersey, was very docile and gentle, while the Guernsey, named Sissy, had a cantankerous side to her and could be pretty ornery when she had a mind to. While Beauty’s horns grew, typically, straight out from her skull, Sissy had horns that arced forward and back toward the center. That fact was significant in that one day I was in the barn while Kurt was preparing to milk them when Sissy decided to act up, by backing me up against the wall and sticking her horns into my ribs, one on each side. Fortunately, I had yelled at her and Kurt saw what was happening just in time to give her a heavy shove before she did major damage. She turned toward him, shaking her head antagonizingly, until he grabbed a piece of 2×4 and smacked her in the side of the head! I ended up with a couple of significant scrapes and some very sore ribs, but I learned to make certain that I had something to defend myself when Sissy was in the barn.

A nasty cow wasn’t my only nemesis. Along with the chickens, there was a time when we had two large White Leghorn roosters that thought they ruled the barnyard. They would often approach us with their wings spread and their heads erect, cackling and acting intimidating. They were very apt to peck us if we weren’t watching. Once again, when I was in the barn with Kurt one of them decided to show me who “ruled the roost” by stalking me back against the wall, then spreading his wings and jumping up to peck me on the chin. Astonished, I yelled out as he did the same thing again. Then, as though out of nowhere, Kurt flashed into view and landed a swift kick to that rooster, launching it all the way against an adjacent wall, leaving a trail of feathers. I don’t recall if the bird survived, but Kurt, it seemed, was my guardian angel when I was very young.